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… \u2192<\/span><\/p>\n Okul \u00f6ncesi y\u0131llar\u0131md\u0131, k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t \u00fczerine bir nokta, \u00e7izgi\u2026 Ve do\u011faya ait bir nesnenin y\u00fczeyde\u00a0 v\u00fccut bulmas\u0131; bir evin, \u00a0kuru bir a\u011fac\u0131n,\u00a0 karl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n, bu da\u011flardan gelerek insan\u0131 ve do\u011fay\u0131 besleyen bir \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Belki de bu kuru a\u011fa\u00e7 \u00fczerinden, \u00a0bacas\u0131 t\u00fcten evin i\u00e7inden gelece\u011fimi kuruyordum.<\/span><\/p>\n \u0130lkokul y\u0131llar\u0131mda \u00e7izgilerim s\u0131n\u0131f s\u0131n\u0131f gezdirilirdi; annem, mimar babam ressam olacaks\u0131n diyerek\u2026 Bu durum bir yandan hayat\u0131ma y\u00f6n \u00e7izerken, \u00f6te yandan gelece\u011fime bir ipotek miydi? Akademiye ba\u015flamadan k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre \u00f6ncesi \u0130n\u015faat b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde lisans tamamlama d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi vard\u0131 ama\u2026 Bir de akademiye uzanan akl\u0131m ve duygular\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n Gelecek hep bir umuttu onlarda. Annem ve babamda…<\/span><\/p>\n Beni \u00e7izgiyle ve boyayla bir nesneye, bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye ula\u015fmay\u0131, onu yeniden olu\u015fturmay\u0131, ke\u015ffetmek fikriyle bulu\u015fturduklar\u0131 ve tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 ilk g\u00fcnlerden bug\u00fcne onlar da hi\u00e7 eksik olmayan ve ya\u015famlar\u0131n\u0131, duygular\u0131n\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini, ideallerini saran bir G\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n G\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 umuttu, idealdi, gelecekti. Belki de ebediyetti\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Ben de kendi g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ar\u0131yorum, ya da ar\u0131yordum.<\/span><\/p>\n Duygular\u0131mdan, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimden hayat\u0131 ve olaylar\u0131 okumamdan m\u00fcte\u015fekkil bir g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131\u2026\u00d6nce bir atmosfer olu\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131 tabii ki.<\/span><\/p>\n Sonra ya\u011fmur ve g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 derken\u00a0 g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Gelece\u011fe uzanan, hayallerimi, umutlar\u0131m\u0131 ku\u015fatan bir g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Performanslar\u0131m\u0131, yerle\u015ftirmelerimi de\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n \u00c7izgilerimi anlamland\u0131ran, bana yeni hayaller kurduran bir g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olmal\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n Ailemi, e\u015fimi, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Annemi, babam\u0131, karde\u015flerimi,<\/span><\/p>\n B\u00fcy\u00fcklerimi,<\/span><\/p>\n Dostlar\u0131m\u0131, arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131,<\/span><\/p>\n \u00d6\u011frencilerimi,<\/span><\/p>\n Beni gelece\u011fe haz\u0131rlayan hocalar\u0131m\u0131 da saran\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n \u0130nsan kendi akl\u0131yla, kalbiyle, duygular\u0131yla ve davran\u0131\u015f bi\u00e7imleriyle kendi evrenin \u015feklini olu\u015fturur.<\/span><\/p>\n Ya aleyhte,<\/span><\/p>\n Ya da lehte\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Ak\u0131l ve duygu do\u011fru kullan\u0131lmazsa ge\u00e7mi\u015fin hayallerini,umutlar\u0131n\u0131 gelece\u011fin korkular\u0131na, endi\u015felerine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcren i\u015fkence aletine d\u00f6ner diyordu bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce adam\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n D\u00fcn bizim elimizden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 gitti.<\/span><\/p>\n Yar\u0131na\u00a0 ise sahip de\u011filiz.<\/span><\/p>\n \u00d6yle ise ger\u00e7ek bu g\u00fcnd\u00fcr, hatta o anlard\u0131r diyebiliriz.<\/span><\/p>\n Her an\u0131 ger\u00e7ek bir \u00f6m\u00fcr bilmek, herkese yeni bir evrenin,\u00a0 kendi d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n,\u00a0 \u00e2leminin kap\u0131s\u0131 olarak alg\u0131lamak, bir sonraki ad\u0131m\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, gelece\u011fimizi i\u00e7inde bar\u0131nd\u0131ran bir ya\u015fam dile\u011fiyle o an\u0131 ya\u015famak gerekmez mi?<\/span><\/p>\n Kendi evrenimiz bizim\u00a0 duygu, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce ve ya\u015fam bi\u00e7imimize g\u00f6re v\u00fccut bulur, bir dil kazan\u0131r elbette\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Sahip oldu\u011fumuz alg\u0131 ve davran\u0131\u015f bi\u00e7imlerimiz hangi renk veya \u00e7izgi ise ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131z ona g\u00f6re \u015fekillenir.<\/span><\/p>\n Siyah ise siyaht\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ise k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n Ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve gelecek zaman, ancak insan\u0131n ayd\u0131nlanmas\u0131 ile \u0131\u015f\u0131klan\u0131r ve hayat bulur.<\/span><\/p>\n Bug\u00fcnlerde ise umutla birlikte umutsuzlu\u011fun, ya\u015fama sevinciyle beraber endi\u015fenin, korkunun, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck arzusunun ya da sonsuzluk aray\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131 s\u0131ra yok olu\u015fun verdi\u011fi bir ruh hali sarm\u0131\u015f her \u015feyi adeta.<\/span><\/p>\n Kendimin, e\u015fimin, k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n, annemin, babam\u0131n, yak\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n, dostlar\u0131m\u0131n, \u00f6\u011frencilerimin umut aray\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 korkudan, endi\u015feden, karamsarl\u0131ktan, ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa; \u015fiddetin ve karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n zulmetinden, bahar\u0131n uyan\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evirmek\u2026Herkesin kendi g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 – umudunu olu\u015fturmak ad\u0131na\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Umuda, umutlar\u0131m\u0131za v\u00fccut vermek\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Her t\u00fcrl\u00fc yok edici vir\u00fcse kar\u015f\u0131\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n \u0130ster covid-19\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n \u0130ster \u015fiddet ve ter\u00f6r<\/span><\/p>\n \u0130ster umutsuzluk<\/span><\/p>\n \u0130ster felaketler olsun.<\/span><\/p>\n Ama her t\u00fcrl\u00fc yok olu\u015fa ve yok edili\u015fe kar\u015f\u0131<\/span><\/p>\n Umut.<\/span><\/p>\n Umut ad\u0131na.<\/span><\/p>\n Bir \u00e7izgi, bir renk, bir bi\u00e7im, bir ses\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n Ya da bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k \u2026<\/span><\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n [\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][et_pb_column type=”1_2″ _builder_version=”4.6.6″ _module_preset=”default”][et_pb_image src=”https:\/\/gsfsergi.ebyu.edu.tr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/12\/Mehmetkavukcu_dort.jpeg” title_text=”Mehmetkavukcu_dort” show_in_lightbox=”on” _builder_version=”4.7.6″ _module_preset=”default” custom_padding=”81px|||||”][\/et_pb_image][et_pb_text _builder_version=”4.7.6″ _module_preset=”default”]<\/p>\n Mehmet Kavukcu<\/span> [\/et_pb_text][et_pb_text _builder_version=”4.7.6″ _module_preset=”default”]<\/p>\n
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